so beautiful
Praying for Perfection
Age: 20Sex: F
Height: 5'5"
HW: 149 (spring 2010)
LW: 98.4
CW: 111.4
GW: 99
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I only had a salad, 3 bites of steamed veggies, and 2 bites of lasagna today. AHH I feel great!
All I want is to be loved; is that such a bad thing?
When I was at my lowest weight, I was more beautiful. Plain and simple. I’m now a size 4 (used to be a 0, maybe 00 seven months ago), and I hate it. I feel like all people think when they see me is that I gained weight. Jesus, I’m almost 21 and I’m still so self-absorbed and fixated on my weight.
Now that I KNOW that I can be below 100 lbs, I feel even MORE disgusted that I’m not, if that makes sense.
